bad or good? happy Pancake Day! ha.

So i decided not to count calories today, it just gets really really annoying and i hate it. but this is what i ate.
one plantain: 300 cals
one cookie: dunno
2 sandwiches: dunno
but my two sandwiches killed it! i hope i didn't go over 900, that's my limit.

It's pancake day (shrove tuesday) here in the UK and probs America i don't know. Basically the day where you eat pancakes, its sort of a prep for Lent for catholics anyway. (I'm christian)
I'm so happy because i didn't have pancakes today since we've ran outta eggs. at least it means no huge amount of calories. But i am annoyed at seeing peoples status' on Facebook about their 'yummy' pancakes. it makes me hella hungry.
i think my last meal today will be.... i don't know. urghh i hate this but now i have to look on google about the calories i ate today because i rea;;y don't want to exceed my limit. I'll post those up later.

so here's my life. I've ran outta cred so i can't text the guy i told you about, lets call him 'Stubs' but when i went on stubs' facebook there was a date. 3rd march- Ilove you <3<3 which was two days before we met. i don't know what this means, i know its not about me but i hope he's not going to go out with me on the 'rebound' also he wrote a long thing about a relationship not working out and how much he loved her. and he hasn't texted me since i ran outta credit. (Sunday)
hmmmmm. oh well, boys this age are jerks. I'd rather have a serious relationship when I'm at uni( in 3 years time).

i need to get back into practising my religion. so i'm planning on reading my bible tonight. hopefully I'll understand it. and then i have another book by Horowitz or whatever to take my mind of off eating. so its all good.

thank you for reading babies. xoxo stay strong.

YUM. FATNESS.