Supersize vs superskinny is so thinspiring!

Ate about 1200 cals today urgh I feel so bad, realised that I get too hungry in the morning so I'll begin having breakfast in the morning and then lunch and then the end :) didn't stick to my exercise plan, I just hate exercise so much. I just realise that I wanna eat less and become skinny in a week when actually it'll take about a month before I lose serious weight and a couple weeks after that before I actually become skinny. I just want it so fast and badly.
Xx tips?

Alls good in food world but not in love world

He thinks my friend is fit and flirts with her all the time. I need this to stop. I need to get over him if he's gonna like both of us what's the point. What I hate is The facts that she's not my close friend so I can't really tell her what to do urghh.
Baked beans on toast was my first and last meal today. In back on track and going good. Hopefully I will bE thin enough for work experience in 4 weeks. Hopefully I will be skinnny.

Wish me luck x