Shabooooyaaa baby!

sha booya, sha-sha- shabooya lose the weight now!!!

ok so you can probably guess that i;ve done well today and i've gone down to 56.1kg as i said baby steps. i will get there.
the diet pills sorta worked, it says it stops you from being hungry and it did, it gave me some sotmack pains though but thats maybe the hunger pains :) i'm happy, i nearly went over my limit because my mum made my faveruite food: creamy steak with veggies and rice- YUM
but whats yummer is my body to be. so iwent outta town today and didn't go school because of it, and normally when me and my mother go outta town we stop y Burger King to get something on our way back. but i said NO. i have the willpower i know i do now. i can't believe i managed to stop myself from going in there. woweeee am i happy!
i was thinspired today in the train, this blonde girl was wearing skinny jeans and she looked so damn skinny and beautiful. my future legs i told myself.

i now officially have two followers! thank you guys so much for the support. don't forget to e-mail me as i want a buddy!

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So tomorrow is my first day back at school, i had my hair done the other day and its longer that before, i caught a lotta boys attention after that. so tomorrow i wanna go to school with a BANG; my new hair, new style and new mysterious attitude. thats what gets the guys going.

tomorrow:

breakfast; diet pill

lunch: water, water water and maybe a cup of grapes

dinner: some more grapes and water


stay strong skinnies! xx

why!?

Do i have to be so friking made to eat, why is it that when i'm bored i have to go into the kitchen and eat something, why is that when i am angry i have to eat something, why is it that when i eat i can feel the fat isnide me. why did i break my fast?!!!! >;(

i'm so mad you cannot believe it, weirdly enough after church i went over to my mates house, her whole family eat a lot so i was made to eat soooo much!
good thing is though that i i was 56.5kg and i'm now at 56.2kg. i know its not much of a difference, maybe not a difference at all but at least its bab steps.
i realized that since i haven't fasted before it will be impossible for me to suddenly fast for a whole week. my body wouldn't take it. so my plan is;
starting from Monday i shall start afresh. i love the idea if thinspo around the house but since i live with my family its never gonna happen. I have thinspo on my phone which i can hide pretty well. but i need more. any suggestions?

so school starts on monday and i'm all set, i think its easier to restrict pn a school day. and of course since i'm starting on those die pills my mum brought. i'm sooooo excited. This new week i shall drop the pounds off easy with those pills. the only problem is i have to make sure my mum doesn't notice i've taken some. even if she does she wouldn't ever think it was me. so i'm leaving on a positive note. i haven't done well today, but on Monday. the weightloss truly begins and i will stick to it.

byebye honniepies! xxx

yayyy!

Ok so i managed to liquid fast all day yesterday and today :)))))) so i weighed myself and I'm now at 55kg, not good enough for me though as i know I'll put it back on after tonight eating out with my family and friends. but surely after that i will liquid fast again. this means that my dream of losing a lot of weight before school has been shattered :(

but the good thing is that my mum bought some weight loss pills that stop you from being hungry!!! its my lucky day! so she's starting these pills on Monday when school starts and you should take one a day. hopefully if i take these pills too i won't be hungry at school, so I'll miss lunch at school. I'll only have water for dinner and no breakfast :D this sorta excites me. But I've never taken diet pills before so i am a bit scared if it has side effects. especially since my mum ordered them online.

but i shall leave on a positive note. no hunger at school anymore. no sitting there trying so hard to obtain myself from eating. hahah i shall sit there and watch all my friends scoff down their food and I'll be laughing cause I'm thinning :)

anyhow, I'm wearing a  dress tonight and heels, this will be the highlight of my week, just going out having fun really. as I've wasted some of this half term. but officially after this i will become a loner, every time i go out I'm forced to eat. and it will be rude to not eat when being served at someone else's home. not to sound sad but my mum taught me a lot of manners lol. If i don't go out anymore i can stop myself from eating stupid calories. the hunger pains are kicking in and so is my happiness. i shall be thin :)

Stay Strong Thinny Minnies xxx

From good to horrible

Ok so my day started off good, i went to hospital for an appointment and weighed myself. i hate how i don't have a scale at home and i have to use my mates'
i was 56kg- which means i didn't put anything on or off. i hate how i control things. one minute i'm doing well good and the next something comes up and i have to eat. DAMN.
so i started off with:

breakfast: a glass of water

lunch: a peach smoothie

doing well so far? not anymore homie!

dinner: beans on toast, another smoothie, brioche, pepsi, indian tonic water etc etc.
i didn't even wanna count those calories cause i know i went over my plan calorie amount (600 cals)
i'm hoping that once i get into the habit of only 600 cals i shall go lower. i must be 100lbs. MUST.
please follow me guys :) and email me as i want an ana buddy: shareecebaby@gmail.com
i love you all even though i only have one follower (myself)

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so i made a plan. since on firday i'm going out to an indian restaurant i KNOW i will eat a lot. but i'm sure that if i do a liquid fast till then and then a liquid fast soon after friday i'll make up for it? i need to lose weight before the end of this half term. my legs are hummongus. everyone knows and comments on them. even my family.

stay stron thinny minnies! xx

Well hello there!

hello, i cannot believe that i made this blog, so i decided to make my first entry or whatever you call it. telling you a bit about me.
my name is shareece I'm 15 years old
i live with my mum and two sisters
i go to school (haha well you'd never have guessed right?)
this is my dream - THIN
i currently weigh 56kg- i know its a lot!
i want to go down to 49gk and lower and lower and lower
i want to be a business woman, in my thinny minny office with thinny minny staff
I live in the UK
I'm single and I'm straight

i shall do whatever to be thin, its kinda hard since i live with a family of big eaters! i even weigh and look more fatter than my older sister! now come on, you're supposed to weigh less than your elders.

and that's me, i hope you like me for who i am! see you later thinnies!
Stay Strong xx