ShareeceWantsThin

ShareeceWantsThin

Saturday 30 April 2011

wohooo!

I did so well today i woke up really late and missed breakfast, lunch AND dinner. so late in the evening i had some chicken with a a quarter of a banana smoothie and that's it, gosh I'm so happy!
so i converted my 56gk into lbs and i am 123lbs. which is healthy, but i want to go down to 115 which is 52kg :D I'm not far off :)
I'm scrapping my fast cause its hard to fast during the holidays and I'm sticking to a meal a day and we'll see how that goes.

stay strong :) x

Thursday 28 April 2011

Update on my Liquid Fast.

My liquid fast didn't really stay liquid or fast at all. but the good news is that i just had 400 calories in total from my first and last meal which was microwaved popcorn.

don't really have much to say apart from that i'm very proud of myself because i was going to binge beore i was struck with really bad stomach pains which resulted in me being the opposite of bunged up, lets say im too loose and i'm weeing from behind. god thats so gross!
but yeah i;ve completely lost my appetite which is good :) hopefully i will still have no apetite tomorrow and try to have a complete liquid fast, if not then under 500 cals will be the limit tomorrow. thanks all

staystrong xx heres some thinspo
                                                   shanae Grimes - 90210 star (my fave show)
                                                 she keeps being called to skinny but i think her body is perfect
                                                wow.


                                                        a random skinny model, i love her thighs
                                                          i really want thin thighs so most of my thinspo
                                                          is thin thighs XD


                                            kate moss' legs are phoawwrr!
                                        don't know them but i think the girl on the far right is too skinny
                                       i'd love to have legs like the girl on the far left :)

xxxxxxxx

Wednesday 27 April 2011

It's not my fault...

I've not been posting, its because i had no Internet connection at my house and whenever i went round to someones house who did i was surrounded by people so i couldn't post.
I've not been doing well since its the school holidays Ive been bingeing a lot but tomorrow i will start my two day liquid fast. my first ever fast and it will be tough since I'll be at home all day but I'll try my best.
i also came across a new tip for fighting cravings and sufficing your hunger:

VASELINE

yep you heard, Vaseline - basically one day i was proper hungry and i just dipped my finger in some plain Vaseline and ate some and after a few of them i wasn't hungry anymore, it really works and it isn't bad for you as long as you don't eat too much and plus it doesn't taste bad or taste of anything for that matter.
so there you gooo.

I'm very scared for my liquid fast but I'll try my best. here's my plan-

  • have a glass of water every hour! this will stop me feeling hungry
  • just have squash, water or water with lemon juice
  • if forced to eat i will NOT finish my plate
and that's the three golden rules. its baby steps for me so hopefully if these two days go well i can go to three days and four and maybe even a week! thanks for your support and thanks for my new followers!

stay strong xx

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to answer your questions...

i don't have a scale so i don't know how much i currently weigh but the last time i weighed myself i was 56kg and I'm pretty much the same as that to be honest

its not me in that green dress on the right btw :( even though i totally wish it was, if i was like her i wouldn't be making this blog XD

my goal weight is 49kg or 50kg, this is all a kick start into losing weight quick and then staying healthy and thin and try to eat normal again and stop starving etc. im not anorexic i have no EDNOs whatsoever.

thanks for you kind comments by the way :) im sad the pizza went over 800 cals btw hahaha :) xx

Tuesday 5 April 2011

Everytime I try, you go and buy more food.

The title says it all- the day i try my best my mum buys pizza, PIZZA! i had 3 slices so far.
i had a prawn mayonnaise sandwich for lunch and 3 pizza slices for dinner? does that exceed 800 cals? someone please comment and tell me. because the pizza is my last meal and i really hope its not over 800 :D

been a good day anyway. don't have much to say. mocks all week and I've failed them all with silly mistakes says my brain. so my RE teacher will kill me. ahh well. only mocks.

cya later babies! xx

Monday 4 April 2011

Hey i'm good!

Hey ya'll! I'm so excited right now and really happy i have no idea why. okay i do
well i've been having really low self esteem lately because i think I'm ugly. yeah but then these couple of days boys have been flirting with me, staring at me, holding my hands and it feels great! one of my exes even like came really close to my and hugged me sensually, then he told me he wants his dick in my mouth which is really really wrong but i like the attention I've been getting from boys because it brings my low self esteem back up :)

*for those nosey people who want to know I'm a virgin because i believe in no sex before marriage and i haven't been involved in any other sexual activities*

anyways so i had a sandwich and a pizza slice so far, I've quit being obsessed with counting calories because it annoys me! but that pizza was my last meal so i know I've not gone over 800. I'm sticking to this because in June when i have my GCSE'S (I've been having mocks all week) i wanna be in a skirt and fluff around near my ex. and make him go ooooo!
it will take me about a month to become skinny and i can;t wait. two meals a day and I'll be there!
love you all and be happy <3